Is it me?
Today my teddy bear aka Matt came home today from college for labor day weekend... I was so excited to see him. So he came over... after me vigorously cleaning my room and the whole house to impress him... I also made a awesome dinner... Well, I thought it was awesome... Meatloaf, mashed potatoes and gravy with broccoli . I also made brownies for desert. Needless to say that he didn't eat my brownies... He practically went running... The whole reason behind it was that I was so nervous to have sex with him I just kept physicking myself out. It took me two hours to wrap the idea around my head. I think I fucked up right at that moment. I should have just went for it. This is why I ruin relationships... So, I eventually get my top off and just talk to him and everything then we get into it more and he couldn't get it up. Is it my fault? Am I not pretty enough? what did i do? It was lik...