matt and i patched things up...

So my dad went into surgery today and my ex matt decided to help me around the house and make sure i was emotionally okay. As you guys know, that matt goes to school 2 hours away from where i live, So he left as soon as he had everything finished for the day, went to his house, took a shower, and then left to come see me. He showed up around 5pm. I was excited since i haven't really seen him since our break up 2 months earlier.
He cut his hair shorter than it was before and he wore a baseball cap. god he looked so hot. I couldn't stop looking at him. anyway, he helped me with my grocery shopping, brought in the groceries, and even made dinner. Wow he totally changed.. I love him so much. We also talked about why we broke up in the 1st place. he told me that he was 25 years old in college with no job really and I was 20 with a job and I was ready to get married and he wasn't. he also said that it was scary because i had it together at my age and he didn't at his age. I could have understood if he would have told me earlier. But, thats life and things eventually pan out.
We talked for hours and i finally feel like as if I should be with him forever, I know forever is a long time, but people say you know... well i think I know. I always thing about him, and wonder how hes doing. So I just love him so much. I can't imagine being without him again. Well im off to bed... its late have to pick up daddy from the hospital in the morning... talk to you guys later... =)

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