Sad that Matt is leaving, but he will be back...

    As usual, Matt leaves on Sunday evenings to go back to college and I usually come up the week after. We pretty much keep a good schedule.  But today, I don't get to see him before he goes. He's leaving in 2 hours.I told him there's no point of even coming to see me, because I'm out of the way and it  will take 40 minutes just to get down here. I wish I could go with him. I just miss him so much.
    So in order for me to cope with loosing him every other weekend, he bought me a teddy bear.
here's matty.... isnt he cute?
 I named him Matty. This teddy bear is so soft and cuddly I love it. Matt even said you like the teddy bear more than you like me. That is so not true. I just like silence sometimes that's all. Matt and I were discussing the future and he really wants me to be there. he said I'm his one and only and he wants that forever. Then I usally say forever is a long time are you sure ?  He beat me to the punch and tried to act like Nicholas Cage lol. He does sound like him believe it or not.  I just want to make sure that I'm what he wants and Hes what I want. My last engagement was after 6 months of knowing each other. It went to hell in the last 2 months of me being with him. So in total I was with him for almost a year. On a brighter note. I probally sound like a news reporter when they report a few murders and then they are all happy for the net thing to come up on the prompter. I finally got a job. I'm working at toys r us Express!!! This company is awesome! I am really going to have fun with them. Too bad its a temp job. Oh well...

     I'm trying to think what I should do today... I woke up at 12pm because I went to bed at 4am. I can never sleep. I really need to sleep tonight so i can go to work at 10a to I don't know when... My boss told me she will let me go when they want to. So whoo hoo lets see where that goes lol... Anyway, I just wanted to jot some stuff down b4 I forgot anything.  I'll be writing later!!! ADIOS!

Here's a flower out of a dozen roses that Matt bought me beautiful huh?

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