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'Last kiss cover' by sarah smile/taylor swift
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I often wonder if Matt really sees a future with me. He seems like he wants to have someone there for the rest of his life. Don't get me wrong so do I, but he's sending me mixed signals here. I told him I'm ready to settle down whenever and he just has said when I get things squared away, I'll get engaged and then move in with that person. Recently, he's been asking me about his future. Like what do I see us going. I want to tell him maybe getting married but he is no were near getting engaged and I truly don't think its time for him to ask that. I would love to marry him. I would do it in a heartbeat if he asked. I just want him to be sure I'm the one for him. He's truly the only guy that can make me laugh, smile and be myself with. I fell in love with him on the 1st date. He was just so cute thinking that I was going to be judging him. I'm so not that type of person. I just wanted to get to know him and help him in life. I'll write tomorr...
So I came back from camping yesterday. I was so tired and felt like shit, but I knew I had to meet up with Matt and say goodbye. I can't believe I cried so much over something stupid. I asked what is going on with him. He just told me that he will miss me and all that jazz. Like come on I wasn't born yesterday. Please just tell me what is going on. Then he told me that him and his father were fighting about me. His father said that long distance relationships don't work and it just wouldn't in this case. His father has been against me ever since we started talking. The 1st thing he said is that girl is going to rob you blind. Like seriously, do I seem like someone to steal from someone. I hate people who assume shit. I'm a nice person I don't use people they use me. I just started crying, because it's fucking bullshit. I've tried so much to please this man and he is so against me. I just don't get it. Anyway. Just wanted to up date and say I...
I was invited to go camping with my friend Lisa and her Boyfriend. I love the out doors so why not right? I really didn't expect to find the love of my life in the 3 days before this trip. I guess it takes 3 long days to fall in love with someone. I'm not sure maybe I'm rushing it. Now, I'm just worried about leaving him for 4 days. I know I'll miss him terribly and I know he'll be lost without me. I need to take a few pics with him b4 he leaves me on Tuesday. I never thought it would be that hard. I guess I can think of it as he's going on a tour in the army. It's going to be that long, but he will be coming home on weekends and holidays. Okay, I'm totally depressing myself here. Going to sing some music and post it up to my youtube channel. You guys should really check it out. Even though, my channel isn't so professional and polished. I'm just an amateur and have a crappy laptop mic a...
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