break up...

Matt and I broke up tonight. I cried for like an hour on the phone. I just couldn't believe it. I'm so not going to be myself for the next few days. I feel like a part of me has died. FML why me. He said that he broke up with me.. Well hes wrong I broke up with him 1st. Like give me a  fucking break. he wasn't even ready for a relationship. I'm just fucking tired of men! I told him i was planning on going back to az and then he said maybe that was the reason that he broke up with me give me a break. I broke up with his sorry ass. I can totally do better than a big whining baby! I'm just not that happy about that. I'll be looking still.

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