2nd date with Matt....
So our timing was a little off.. He was stuck at the eye doctors for a few hours more than we planned and I just seriously didn't want to get out of bed. We were supposed to be at my friend's house at 1:30 and that so didn't happen I got there by 3 and my Matty arrived around 4. I had fun hanging out with Lisa, and her boyfriend Jeremy. They are the best people I know. I hope Matt had a good time, I don't really think he had that much fun. But I'll see later. We had an awesome dinner turkey breast, mashed potatoes with spinach, and green beans. It was really good. I supplied the desert for the night. angel food cake with strawberries, blueberries and whipped cream.. So awesome!
Well needless to say Matt and I left around 9 30 and went down to the river front in Florence where I grew up. We talked about history of the town and of his home town as well. I could talk to Matt about anything really. Even though, I don't really like to divulge information that easily. He keeps telling me not to fall for him to fast. I can't help if I do or don't fall too fast or not. I'm not really sure what to do. hes going away for college and he's going to be an hour or 2 away in Penn. I just don't want to feel like he will cheat on me or find someone better than me. I even cried for a bit, thank god he didn't see. I really think he could do so much better than me but he insists to be with me. I don't want him to fall in love with me too fast either. I feel like we are already moving quite fast.
I just feel so good around him and I know that he will be there when I need him the most. In the mean time i hope he doesn't think about finding someone else, but if he does what can I do. Not a damn thing. It's something we all have to deal with sooner or later in life. Back to the park.... after sitting there for 3 hours just talking and making out. I got 2 hickeys which he told me he didn't leave... uh ya ok... I felt like I knew him forever. I shouldn't even get to attached. I hate this relationship thing. You never want to be alone and then when you get close to the person you think they are going to drop you like a hot potato.
Just wanted to tell you guys whats been going on... I need to get my truck inspected tomorrow so its time for bed. I'll be writing tomorrow on our 3rd date. That's if I want to go. See you guys later!!!
Well needless to say Matt and I left around 9 30 and went down to the river front in Florence where I grew up. We talked about history of the town and of his home town as well. I could talk to Matt about anything really. Even though, I don't really like to divulge information that easily. He keeps telling me not to fall for him to fast. I can't help if I do or don't fall too fast or not. I'm not really sure what to do. hes going away for college and he's going to be an hour or 2 away in Penn. I just don't want to feel like he will cheat on me or find someone better than me. I even cried for a bit, thank god he didn't see. I really think he could do so much better than me but he insists to be with me. I don't want him to fall in love with me too fast either. I feel like we are already moving quite fast.
I just feel so good around him and I know that he will be there when I need him the most. In the mean time i hope he doesn't think about finding someone else, but if he does what can I do. Not a damn thing. It's something we all have to deal with sooner or later in life. Back to the park.... after sitting there for 3 hours just talking and making out. I got 2 hickeys which he told me he didn't leave... uh ya ok... I felt like I knew him forever. I shouldn't even get to attached. I hate this relationship thing. You never want to be alone and then when you get close to the person you think they are going to drop you like a hot potato.
Just wanted to tell you guys whats been going on... I need to get my truck inspected tomorrow so its time for bed. I'll be writing tomorrow on our 3rd date. That's if I want to go. See you guys later!!!
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