My life as a BBW

I'm sorry about this... My dad is getting more tests and all the bull. I'm just stressing out... My job isn't really going well. I've just been having a few bad weeks in a row. I'm not going to let it get to me thought. I'm single and I should be happy about it. I just wish I had some friends to support me and be there for me when I need them. As for my job. My last pay check was 16 hours short and my boss said it wasn't his fault. Oh ya like come  on I couldn't clock in and he told me he would fix it. In all reality i should have checked with him. So now every time he closes payroll I will have to keep tabs. I just got paid on Fri of last week and I only have 40 bucks left which is horrible. I was shorted around 140 dollars that horrible. How can someone expect me to pay bills with little to nothing. Lets pack on the stress why don't we. ON a brighter note, I recorded a new cover for my youtube channel which I'm very proud of. Its called I drea

Getting my hair chopped off you all will miss it but the new me will be even more fab! I'm so nervous about my hair cut I just hope it won't be too short!

Sorry i haven't been around to write in my blog. I wish i had the time to. I've been thinking of ways to do it while I'm at work or on break at least. So whats new right? I met someone hes a awesome guy 31 yrs old someone who's mature and Loves me for me well he doesn't love me quite yet, but i have a feeling he will soon. I met him on okcupid.com fun free dating/meeting site. Our 1st date was planned for tuesday but I surprised him and saw him on sunday night. I took him to my favorite spot. the burlington water front. We talked and I knew he understood everything I was saying, which in turn, is awesome. I've known guys that dont understand words that I say or stupid shit like that.  So thats a few bonus points. We arrived at 10 and left at 12 just talking nothing else was going on... eventhough, we did hear some weird noises coming from the river which couldn't really be explained.  My butt was becoming numb and I asked if he was hungry, because I was star

Okay so, I haven't been keeping up with my blog and I'm so sorry about that. I've been working like a mad woman. I helped open 3 different stores in the past 2 weeks. I've had like 3 days off, but that was mostly taking care of my father, cleaning and paying bills. When do I ever get a break? LIKE NEVER!!!     Today i went off to Warminster PA. I helped open up a store. We are a few days behind but my boss and I helped with bulk stacking, h fixtures and end caps and as well as displays. We worked like dogs. It was insane. I love my job wouldn't trade the world for it. On the way back from that lovely new store my boss and I got stuck in rush hour traffic. 19mintues of backed up traffic both ways. Then we finally got back on to the nj side and still more traffic bull. My boss and I were like wth! can't we just get to our store so we can go home already. It literally took us 2 hours to get home when it normally takes us 50 mins to an Hour. Thats crazy. I have som